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Mar. 18th, 2008 @ 08:29 pm Lucy
Ah. Alright... so there's this girl (let's call her Lucy) who was just in the play I was in at school...

I never talked to her before it... she's the girl who plays sports and makes out with random guys for fun...

and she's the nicest girl you will ever meet. She is amazing.

and I like her. a lot. I'm fucked, I know... she's so straight it's not even funny... but she'll hook up with random girls at parties sometimes... ah classic story I guess?

I don't know... the shows over now so I don't see her a lot... and when I do she just nods hello and keeps walking.

She'll flirt with me, in a completely joking way... but it still makes my heart skip a beat... fuck. I hate liking people. It fucks with my head. The sad thing is that I could probably be friends with her now if I hadn't always been so nervous and quiet and not myself around her...
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Date:March 20th, 2008 04:51 am (UTC)
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Yeah it's crazy... she's just a flirtatious person I guess... but sometimes she will keep looking at me for a moment longer than I guess is normal... or little things like that that confuse me

(it wont let me message you either...)