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Apr. 16th, 2008 @ 09:18 pm (no subject)
Hello everyone.

It has been a while.

So. Do to the fact that many seniors have stopped coming to school, I rarely, if ever see Lucy. So situation semi-solved. WOOT.

Other than that very little has happened. OH. Today I also remembered a topic for an entry that I have been meaning to post. My flirting abilities. The non-existent ones.

I can only get girls who liked me before I liked them. I do not know how to flirt at all making it hard to be with anyone I like who doesn't actively try to be with me...

Any advice?
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Mar. 20th, 2008 @ 11:01 pm :(
Current Mood: draineddrained
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Ok. So Lucy has been ignoring me, basically.

SO. I'm giving up. I'm over her.

Tonight I met this INSANELY cute girl. And guess what? She's my ex's ex! WOOT.

So basically I'm doomed. Yep. DOOMED.
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Mar. 18th, 2008 @ 08:29 pm Lucy
Ah. Alright... so there's this girl (let's call her Lucy) who was just in the play I was in at school...

I never talked to her before it... she's the girl who plays sports and makes out with random guys for fun...

and she's the nicest girl you will ever meet. She is amazing.

and I like her. a lot. I'm fucked, I know... she's so straight it's not even funny... but she'll hook up with random girls at parties sometimes... ah classic story I guess?

I don't know... the shows over now so I don't see her a lot... and when I do she just nods hello and keeps walking.

She'll flirt with me, in a completely joking way... but it still makes my heart skip a beat... fuck. I hate liking people. It fucks with my head. The sad thing is that I could probably be friends with her now if I hadn't always been so nervous and quiet and not myself around her...
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Mar. 10th, 2008 @ 07:21 pm About me I guess... Since I don't know anyone on here
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
A LITTLE MORE PERSONAL
WHAT DO THEY CALL YOU?:That kid
HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN BLESSING THE EARTH WITH UR PRESENCE?:17 years
DESCRIBE YOUR CLOTHING STYLE?:...me?
WHAT ANIMAL WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOU?:a wabbit
WHAT'S UR BIGGEST FEAR?:small children ha... naw I'm kidding... um... a loved one dying?
WHAT ALWAYS MAKES YOU SMILE?:Cake
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?:My friends
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?:Onions
WHAT URS BIGGEST AMBITION?:To not die today
WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER TO BE MOST IMPORTANT TO YOU?:Mis amigos
WHAT QUALITIES DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF?:My apathy
WHAT DON'T YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF?:My apathy
DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL TALENTS?:Guitar? Though that isn't special anymore... maybe upright bass?
WHAT ARE SOME OF YOUR HOBBIES?:Music...
WHAT ARE YOUR TURN-ONS?:People willing to talk to me even though they don't know me... people not afraid to be creepy and message me...
WHAT ARE YOUR TURN-OFFS?:Ego
NAME A SONG THAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE HOW YOU FEEL RIGHT NOW?:Pompeii
IF A CELEBRITY COULD PLAY YOU IN A MOVIE, WHO WOULD IT BE?:Ellen Page (I'm not even just saying that 'cause everyone is in love with her... I get asked if I'm her all the time)
WHAT WOULD BE THE TITLE OF THE MOVIE?:Sketch Time
DO YOU GET MAD OFTEN?:Nope
ARE YOU SAD OR UPSET ABOUT ANYTHING?:Not really
ARE YOU WORRIED ABOUT SOMETHING, IF SO, WHAT?:Nope
DO YOU FEEL CONFUSED ABOUT ANYTHING?:Yeah other people's feelings I guess
ARE YOU EXPERIENCING ANY ANXIETY?:Nope
WHAT IS SOMETHING THAT TRUELY SCARES YOU?:A lot of things ha
WHAT THINGS ARE DIFFICULT FOR YOU?:Opening up to people
WHO IS YOUR FAV. TEACHER (PAST OR PRESENT)?:My 10th grade dance teacher
IF YOU COULD REDO ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?:I would totally be 6 again. It would be sweet to be able to jump on things and all that shit and not get in trouble
WHAT IS ONE THING THAT YOU REGRET MOST?:Regret? Psh.
WHAT IS UR GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT THUS FAR?:Living 17 years
WHAT'S THE WORST THING U'VE EVER DONE TO SOMEONE?:Well there was that time I murdered a house of people... :)
IF YOU WON THE LOTTO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH THE CASH?:Sell it on ebay for twice as much. America tends to be stupid. Just list it as "lotto money!" and people think it's magic
DESCRIBE THE LAST NIGHTMARE YOU HAD?:Can't remember sorry kids
WHAT'S THE HARDEST THING YOU'VE EVER HAD TO DO?:Say Goodbye
WHAT'S UR FAVORITE THING TO DO?:Hang out
HAVE U EVER LIKED A FRIENDS MOTHER/FATHER?:Liked? As in, hey you're cool! Then yeah. As in, "Hey you're hot!" then no ha
DO YOU HAVE SECRET CRUSH RIGHT NOW?:Always ;)
WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A SIGNIFICANT OTHER?:Friendship
WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE PHYSICALLY ABOUT SOMEONE?:Gender?
HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE SOLELY BASED ON THEIR APPEARANCES?:Of course. It would be a straight up lie for anyone to say no.
HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE, BUT WERE TOO AFRAID TO TELL THEM?:Of course.
HAVE YOU EVER KISSED SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?:No! Never! (I'm totally gay... by the way..)
HAVE YOU EVER WRITTEN A POEM OR STORY ABOUT A CRUSH?:Yeah
HAVE YOU AND A SIGNIFICANT OTHER EVER HAD AN "OUR SONG"?:Yeah
WHAT'S THE MOST ROMANTIC THING YOU'VE EVER DONE?:Picnic on a beach (shut up, I know it's cheesy)
WHAT EMOTIONS DO YOU OFTEN HIDE?:All except happiness
DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SMART?:I'd like to think so...
ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?:Nope
WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU "GREW-UP"?:A police officer so I could give people speeding tickets
DO YOU GET ALONG WELL WITH OTHERS?:Yeah
ARE YOU FUN?:Again, I'd hope so...
WHAT MAKES A GOOD PERSON JUST THAT?:When they don't know they are a good person
HOW WOULD OTHERS DESCRIBE YOU?:Crazy probably
WHAT'S UR DEFINITION OF A "TRUE FRIEND"?:Someone who won't fuck you over? And someone who will give you cupcakes (a necessary detail)
WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIEND?:Britney Spears, yo. (Again, I'm kidding)
HOW DID YOU MEET?:Oh, we used to sell girl scout cookies together
EVER MEET ANYONE WHO WAS JUST LIKE YOU?:No... I would run and hide probably
HOW WOULD A FRIEND HELP YOU FEEL BETTER IF YOU WERE UPSET?:Cupcakes!
EVER LIKED SOMEONE WHO ONLY LIKED YOU AS A FRIEND?:Yeah... it bites let me tell you
WHAT MAKES YOU JEALOUS?:Not much... I've never been jealous actually...
WHAT REALLY PISSES YOU OFF?:Two faced - ness
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED ABOUT LOVE?:It's worth it
WHAT ARE THE BENEFITS OF BEING SINGLE?:Um... one word... raves.
WHAT ARE THE BENEFITS OF BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP?:Having someone there for you, I guess
WHAT DIFFICULT EXPERIENCES HAVE YOU BEEN THROUGH?:Yeah, let's list them in a survey!
DO YOU LET YOURSELF FEEL EMOTIONAL PAIN OR TRY TO MAKE IT GO AWAY?:I get over it. No use whining about the past.
WHAT'S THE BIGGEST MISTAKE YOU'VE EVER MADE?:Lots.
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT SUICIDE?:Not as a serious option. I'm going to die young as it is. No need to rush it ha
WHAT WOULD BE UR ADVICE TO SOMEONE WHO IS SUICIDAL?:Instead of dying now, why not do stupid shit for a while because you obviously don't care anymore.
DO YOU THINK PEOPLE LEARN FROM THEIR MISTAKES?:Ha sometimes. It depends on how bad the repercussions are
DO YOU LEARN THE "EASY WAY" OR THE "HARD WAY"?:The hard way all the way! haha
WHAT'S THE MOST DIFFICULT LESSON YOU'VE LEARNED?:I have no idea
DO YOU BELIEVE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON?:I believe everything happens and you can find happy/unhappy results/ reasons later
DO YOU TRY TO LOOK AT BOTH SIDES OF A SITUATION?:I try
DO YOU HAVE ANY ASPIRATIONS?:..yeah? Wouldn't it be sad if I didn't?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN BEATEN UP?:Yeah
DID YOU EVER BEAT UP SOMEONE?:Not really... I accidently punched someone though
HAVE YOU EVER MADE A PRANK CALL?:Yeah... in my younger days
EGGED OR TEE-PEED SOMEONE'S HOUSE?:Yeah... no more though
BEEN ARRESTED?:Not yet!
GOTTEN DETENTION OR BEEN EXPELLED?:I like how those are equal...
EVER BEEN IN DENIAL, IF SO, OF WHAT?:I'm in denial that I'm taking a survey.
EVER BEEN ACCUSED OF DOING SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID?:Yeah, my friends keep telling me I was born. I just don't believe them.
IF SO, OF WHAT?:I said that, no?
DID U EVER MAKE FUN OF A FRIEND BEHIND THEIR BACK?:Yeah... but everything I say behind their back I've said to their face
EVER BEEN BULEMIC OR ANOREXIC?:Nope
CHEATED ON SOMEONE?:...maybe... I'm not proud
EVER WATCH A KIDS SHOW, EVEN THOUGH UR TOO OLD?:Hellz yeah
IF YOU HAD THREE WISHES, WHAT WOULD THEY BE?:1. That I could teleport... 2. That I had no curfew/ limitations... and 3. That I could have more wishes haha
WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE SECRET TO HAPPINESS?:Doing what you want.
WHAT WERE UR FAV. TOYS AS A CHILD?:Oh you know... nuclear bombs and the like
WHAT ABOUT THAT CREEPY BEAR THAT READ BOOKS?:...? Excuse me? I do not know a creepy bear... let alone one that read...
DID U HAVE AN IMAGINARY FRIEND?:I have a friend that is invisible... but calling him imaginary would imply he doesn't exist...
IF SO, WHAT WAS THEIR NAME?:Sam
WHAT WAS UR FAV. THING TO PLAY OUTSIDE?:Was? Am I dead? and swings!!!!
WHAT WERE UR FAV. CARTOONS TO WATCH?:The Angry Beavers! and Doug.
WHERE DID YOU LOVE TO GO AS A CHILD?:The airport
WHAT IS UR FONDEST CHILDHOOD MEMORY?:Oh so many...
WHO IS THE MOST GENUINE PERSON YOU KNOW?:Good question. If I knew they were genuine, how genuine could they be?
FAV. HIGHSCHOOL MEMORY?:That graduation...oh...wait...that hasn't happened yet.
WHAT'S THE BIGGEST SECRET YOU'VE TOLD A FRIEND?:Let me tell you on a public survey :)
WHAT SOCIAL GROUP WOULD YOU SAY U AND UR FRIENDS ARE IN?:Misc.
WHAT ARE SOME OF UR FAV. QUOTES?:Shucks, and I sent my autograph book to the cleaner.
HAVE YOU EVER BACK-STABBED A FRIEND?:Not to my knowledge
WHO'S THE MOST LIKELY TO KICK YOUR ASS?:an ass-kicker
WHO DID YOU SECRETLY LIKE IN SCHOOL?:Her...
FORGIVENESS IS..:easier than forgetting
I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE..:You're gone
I DESPISE IT WHEN..:Little kids ski into me
IF I COULD GO ANYWHERE, IT WOULD BE..:in Candyland
I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO..:Talk to you :)
IT WOULD BE NICE TO SEE..:her happy.
I'LL NEVER FORGET THE TIME WHEN..:We sat outside for hours doing nothing
LOVE IS..:Good. No matter how bad the heartbreak is.
I HOPE TOMORROW..:Will come
PEOPLE SAY I'M..:eccentric
SOMEWHERE, SOMEONE IS..:in love
I NEVER WANT TO..:burst into flames
FOREVER IS..:the limit you should live by
I WILL ALWAYS..:remember
LIFE IS FULL OF..:surprises seems like the operative answer
I GET SO ANNOYED WHEN..:the gnomes take things
I SHOULD WARN YOU..:I'm nuts
I WISH PEOPLE WOULD..:enjoy life
YOU CAN NEVER HAVE ENOUGH..:energy
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Mar. 10th, 2008 @ 05:25 pm Probably a lot more entertaining for me than for anyone who will ever read it...
Music Shuffle Survey
- TO TAKE THIS SURVEY, SIMPLY PUT YOUR MUSIC PLAYER ON SHUFFLE -
- AND ANSWER THE QUESTIONS WITH THE TITLE OF THE SONG THAT COMES ON -
[it's better if you don't cheat and don't skip any songs.]
What is your name? Or what should your name be?:Ulaid
How is your life going?:Get Happy
What is your nickname?:Kaduval Paadhi
What is your theme song?:Photograph
What is your best friend's theme song?:Ain't Gonna Like Me
How is your life going to turn out?:The Days of the Phoenix
Will you get married?:The Despair Factor
Will you have kids?:Black Mamba
What will your job be?:Our Weekends Starts on Wednesday
Did you/will you finish school?:Above you, Below Me
Who is your best friend?:Krazy Glue
Who is or will be your significant other?:Dead Ears
Who do you like?:Don't Wanna Deal With You Anymore
How will you die?:Young
How do you feel right now?:The Mother in Me
What is your favorite song?:Atomic Confusion
How could you describe your parents?:Los Angeles is Burning
Your best friend[s]?:Swing Life Away
Your teachers?:It Won't Be for Long
Your significant other [or crush...]?:Rockaway Beach
Yourself?:Earth Blues
What is your best feature?:Miss Murder
What will you be / should you be, profession-wise?:Hysteria
How could you describe this survey?:155
What makes you angry?:Monsta
What makes you sad?:Welcome to Da Moshpit
What makes you happy?:Social Suicide
What makes you dance?:Prevent This Tragedy
What is your favorite color?:Limousine
How would you describe yourself?:Walking on Glass
Who is your worst enemy?:The Way We Get By
Who do you hate?:Poison
Who do you love?:The Get Away
Who do you lust after?:It's the End of the World As We Know It
Finish the Sentece
I wish:Slam
I want to:Everyday Should Be A Holiday
I want to kill:Gymnopedies, No. 1
I want to eat:Tree Hugger
My head:Already Dead
I am:Bron-Yr-Aur
My best feature is:The Tigress Inside
My eyes are:In the Army Kid
My hair is:Russia Privjet
My face is:Coming Clean
You should:This Will be My Year
Random
Words of advice:The Bad Touch
How do others see me?:The Golden Age
How do I see myself?:Just Whistle
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Mar. 10th, 2008 @ 05:06 pm Hey
Hey

I'm new here so I guess this is just an entry to say hey to anyone who will ever read this.

Yeah...

Alright I will write more when I have something to write about...
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